I really don't know what to do right now

I just want to trade this life for something new

FML

Dates

I can't understand why people are so hyped up about dates. 10/10/10 just pass and I feel that is just another day. People are getting married, venturing into new business or held special function or occasion on this day. Just like 09/09/09, what so special about it? Its just a day! Its not even new year or something. Does it hold a special spiritual meaning to this date? Or is it just a marketing gimmick to make everyone spend ridiculously huge amounts of money on this day?

Slack

Holiday is about slacking isn't it?

After slacking for more than a week

I still wanna slack more XD


Here is a jetty in Penang Island

But holidays is also about going on trips!

First stop was Penang!

Taken above Kek Lok Si's pagoda

2nd stop was Melaka!

This trip was totally random and last minute

Planned during midnight

Left the next morning XD

Here is another jetty in Melaka

These 2 trips was all about food

But ain't gonna post it here

Till then :D

H0LYDAE

Oh the super long holiday since STPM.

The times of not doing anything

Gaze upon the heavens and just relax


However, after a conversation with EngEu

My dreams of lazing on my chair are gone

I need to work! :(

No money la damn it

Who can sponsor me some money for my NZ trip?

Life with Girlfriend

Recently I just went for a short getaway in Genting with my uni mates. However, one of them whom is not single did not came along with us because his girlfriend was around in KL. Well, I'm not sure whether he did asked for permission or what but anyhow, he stayed in KL. This reminds me of the old days of me having a girlfriend, where my life was pretty much about my girlfriend and I had not much time with my guy friends.

Just imagine that you can't go out yumcha, pool, or anything at all. Maybe the occasional party that both girlfriend and you are able to attend. I don't know if there is another way of saying this, it takes away lots of the fun out of a 21 years old guy's life. Its like buying a computer which has no graphic card and no internet connection. You can't play any games. You can go on Facebook but its gonna be slow. You can't even watch HD movies.

No women shall deprive a man's desire to slaughter endless waves of zerglings!

Having said that, I'm sure there are tonnes of fun moments with the girlfriend. Kinky ones are the most probable one. hahaha. Ain't it? But everything got to have a degree of freedom. Even in physics and things in our daily lives have a certain degree of freedom. Although is a different of freedom but you get what I mean. Men wants space for himself. Its a fact. However, some will stray away but some will stay. So trust is ever so important, if there is none. Forget about everything and just play Starcraft 2!

Now that I'm single, I got lots of free time now. Way too much free time in fact. On the plus side, I can do as I please. But there is only so much that people can do in Malaysia. Nothing much to be honest. I'm staying in the wrong country. Nothing near me is nice to be photograph. Well, my passion is in landscape and KL aint much of a looker, the closest and nicest beach is towards the east coast. I should be living in New Zealand or Japan but the food in Malaysia is heaven. Can't leave just yet. XD

Back to the topic. Having a girlfriend is a commitment and not all 21 years old guys will be doing that because guys just dont want to be tied down until they are willing to do so. Having a girlfriend is also sacrifice. Shall not go into that. All these applies to the girl too but girls are more likely to commit than the guy which is a big problem when it comes to relationship. Both to need give and take, aye?

So for the time being, I will be not available to anyone. Not that I'm attached to anyone but I'm attached to my camera and its a good thing. :D

Nikon 35mm

The new baby has arrived!

Fun

For the past 1 week

Sitting for exams

It has been tough

To get an idea how tough is it

Having studied everything, only 10% came out

Its ridiculously hard

I dont even know whether I can pass all the papers this semester

I'm scared

Prior to the exam have been looking forward to the vacation planned with my uni mates

Genting tomorrow and Penang next Tuesday

But after going through hell in the exam hall

All mood was gone :(

Am not as excited as before

Besides I'm getting the new lens today

Hmm that should be good

I hope :D

Just finished the travel plans for my New Zealand trip

All I need to do is to confirm with my EngEu and Henry

That's the one thing I'm most looking forward to!

But I need to decide whether to do the expensive ones

Money is the biggest issue >:(

Anyone wanna join me for NZ trip in November? :D

Shutter

Its been weeks since I pick up my camera and took proper photos

And yet I still have to wait another week

Well ain't that too hard wait right?

The question is should I get the lens by 20th Sept?

Seems very tempting!

Then the avalanche of shutter count will come

However, its a hefty RM800

Hmm

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Your grace is enough
More than I need
And your word I will believe
I wait for you
Draw near again
And your spirit make me new
And i will fall at your feet
I will fall at your feet
And I will worship you here

Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
By your spirit I am free
And I will fall at your feet
I will fall at your feet
And I will worship you here

Freely you gave it all for us
Surrendered your life upon that cross
Great is your love
Poured out for all
This our God

Burn

Feels like im gonna burn my finals into ashes

and what am I doing now?

Not studying

Great............

I can't let it happen!

6 days to hell

But its only 17 more days to peace haven

The thought of having no classes till next year is so wonderful that im already in the holiday mood

Oh boy

This is not good

Who can help me?

Kill me please :(

Surreal

These days has been pretty uneventful

I dont even know what to type right now

Exams starting next week and I barely started studying

Mahjong addiction

Had a free dinner last night at Sunway Resort Hotel where I think i'm the only engineering student in that hall while everyone else studies tax/audit/accounts/business

I'm only looking forward towards the 4 months long holidays soon

Wished to have more girl friends HAHA

I think i'm turning gay, considering that 90% of my friends is of the male species

I cant stand the testosterone anymore!

So many things that I want to do

But who will layan me? hmmm